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Five years ago
I was getting high
Meeting scum bags online
Yet it feels like forever ago
I don’t remember it
If I met 19-year-old me
On the street
We’d be strangers
Staring at each other
As if we should know something
Say something
But we don’t
So few from then
Would recognize me now
And you’d be surprised
To see where I came from

B L I N D

I hate the way I have to wonder
Am wishing I could stay ignorant
Always someone there
Going to contradict what you say
To enlighten me
Wish you were not screwing yourself
I never thought to doubt you
Was contently trustful about daily life
Never until this morning
Broken and with little sleep
And she said, “That didn’t happen”
Made to open my eyes
Useless here in my chair

Cover one eye
It will test if I’m truly blind if I just look
Up and read the first word on each line

Because I Have To

I’ll write
Because you want me to
Regardless
Of what I want to do
Sanity is
Hanging by a thread
I can’t help
Fantasies of being dead
Regardless
Of what I want to do
Because this
Is what life has pushed me to

I don’t think I can do this
I bear a brand
Bad wife
I’m not fit to ever be a mother
I can’t give you the things you need
And I can’t do anything right
Or for myself
Ever fiber of my being
Wants to snap
Has so many things to say
Before a bitter end
Being here
Has only made me see
How poorly I function
I don’t think I can do this
Too many things to fix
And I’m giving up all my dreams
For you

My boys, Seth and Atlas.

Atlas

We got lost
Mountains rose up to block us
And the sea tried to carry us away
It seemed this place would defeat us
But found a way to carry the whole universe
Watching the expanses
Of dancing light and dark
Pinpricks of tears in the fabric
A void that has been filled
By new perfection and beauty
We stand as sons and daughters
Of a green and blue orb
Products of chaos and night
Translating the moon
An island of growth
And we will find our bearings

It’s not that I forgive you
I am simply too lonely
Feel I am such a lesser being
That I bottle my bitterness
Tuck it away
Being miserable
Just means I’m not alone

Mom set me this song after I ran away from home.I’ve gotten by just fine.

Mom set me this song after I ran away from home.
I’ve gotten by just fine.

(Source: babeeface)

There isn’t a road
That could take me far enough away from here
Everything has changed

strange-unusual:

asktheredreaper:

fauxboy:

starshinethecat1:

xxgoldie12xx:

the-winchesters-in-221b:

2ollux-2hip2-2tuff:

davespritedave:

hoechlolly:

tehwhovianhufflepuff:

imagine-tenthousand:


mockinggrass:


Go big or go home 


So I tried to recreate this, because I knew the responses would be different, and consequently realized that it’s either extremely old or faked, as Cleverbot auto-capitalizes and auto-punctuates your sentences for you if you do not. Oh well.
In light of that fact, here’s my go at cybersexing Cleverbot.



So I decided to try it

alrighty, let’s go one more step





i’M ACTUALLY CRYING.

THAT ESCALATED QUICKLY


Story of my life


that’s a first.

I LAUGHED HARDER THEN I HOULD HAVE AND I WAS IN PUBLIC

I wasn’t gonna reblog this but I lost it at the last one

I CANT BREATHE

I AM SHRIEKING.

strange-unusual:

asktheredreaper:

fauxboy:

starshinethecat1:

xxgoldie12xx:

the-winchesters-in-221b:

2ollux-2hip2-2tuff:

davespritedave:

hoechlolly:

tehwhovianhufflepuff:

imagine-tenthousand:

mockinggrass:

Go big or go home 

So I tried to recreate this, because I knew the responses would be different, and consequently realized that it’s either extremely old or faked, as Cleverbot auto-capitalizes and auto-punctuates your sentences for you if you do not. Oh well.

In light of that fact, here’s my go at cybersexing Cleverbot.

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So I decided to try it

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alrighty, let’s go one more step

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i’M ACTUALLY CRYING.

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THAT ESCALATED QUICKLY

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Story of my life

image

that’s a first.

I LAUGHED HARDER THEN I HOULD HAVE AND I WAS IN PUBLIC

I wasn’t gonna reblog this but I lost it at the last one

I CANT BREATHE

I AM SHRIEKING.

(Source: skinnyasianguy)

(Source: makemestfu)

Pro

I’m going to be so sad when my top hat goes away…

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